Thanks for the knife.

Why is it that I always lose my best friend to a girl?

Why is it that I am always the odd one out?

Must I always be the one standing in the shadows waiting for someone to notice me?

Put the knife in my back and twist i don't care.

Your all the same you say you want the nice guys that will love you and treat you right. It's all lies.

I don't care if you don't like me but don't use me to get to my friends.

You know I am the nice one that will just roll over like a dog and let you walk all over me.

What's the point in fighting for what's right when what you think is right only please your emotions.

If you leave me out to dry don't expect me to stay around I have people that know me and care for me. people I call family your all nothing but strangers to me.

I know i sound selfish.

It's all about me right... No but at least have the decency to take my feelings into consideration.

I thought we were all on the same page looking for some platonic relationships among friends

I guess i was wrong hormones and emotions win again.

I am the spoils no need to sweep me up I will decay with time and you won't remember me.

All I want is people to care for and that care about me.

I give and I give till there is nothing left I feel like a bone that has been picked clean

My only source of hope and love is in God.

God I trust in you and that your hand is over this situation I pray that if anyone is getting hurt that it is only me. Because you have made me strong let me see your lesson in this show my your goodness. All I ask is for a couple of good friends that are platonic that I can let loose around and won't be offended by smart remarks. Let me focus on you and not be distracted by others I am ours and no one else.