I just had the most amazing day of prayer, worship, and reading the bible. It started early this morning when I awoke to my alarm going off I felt awake but not enough to get out of bed after a few more minutes of hitting the snooze button I got up and got ready for the day excited that i got to spend the next 8 hours or so sitting at the feet of Christ and worship him. I began the day feeling distant and lost after letting go and coming to the foot of the cross I became free and realized that God is not only distant but also right in front of me. the whole day was amazing until my mind turned back to reality.
This is my reality as far as I can see it. I have a paper that I have been trying to get my mind around the past month and a bit I still don't feel prepared to write it. I have a mod next week which will really limit my paper writing abilities as well I am missing a book that i need to read for the class. I have a road test coming up on Thursday that I am stressed about passing because again i don't feel prepared to take. I can drive the bus fine but worried about the technicalities of the circle check and certain other laws that apply to buses that are not clearly defined in the hand book. I also have work Tuesday and wed. evening and all day Saturday. I am freaking stressed not to mention all the other little things that i have to do like laundry and paying bills and all the other little distractions of life. Again lord I ask for focus and decernment in what I can stop doing or get finished and off my plate.
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